Wednesday, July 16, 2008
sianz, lifes boring.. wanted to sign up for dragon boat competition but once again, kena pangseh by class.. like no variety like that, always stick to those few games they like. such as soccer.. see no point in it. even eugene dont want to go dragon boating. hmm, been rather long since i kayaked come to think of it.. should seriously meet up with forgel someday.wahh, chem band 3 lecture was real kana sai. what the hell. teacher mc also no wonder knew. everyone sitting around in lt with no teacher waiting for 30 minutes until i fed up and call ms ma to ask her how come no teacher. oh wells, late better than never.. haha. guess they have to "prioritise" their resources so lousy students end up with lousier treatment. not really their fault..
sighs, 26th july is farewell ceremony. cant help but be remembered that im officially washing my hands off ajchoir. feel quite glad everything worked out. started off as sc, asc and bass sl. quite an impossible feat considering id have to split myself into at least 3 just to carry out my duties as the conductor. really have swee hao and zongyi to thank for supporting me all the way and assisting me as bass sl and asc in the end. would have really collapsed mentally if not for their help.. heh, not forgetting jasmine who was always the one to give in to most of my request and all. what a lucky guy for me to work with such a wonderful president and such a supportive music co.
still, have to admit that being the student conductor isnt an easy task AT ALL. FYI, i slacked in rvchoir even tho i was the conductor there. haha. learnt soo much in aj specially from toh. aniways, at the end of the day, i sometimes wonder if im really appreciated for all that ive done. i know ive always been straightforward and seldom gave anyone chances but functioning as the sc and part "disciplinarian" or wadever, its hard to progress without certain cooperation. people also frequently questioned what my jojb scope was really about. is it just to wave my hands on stage?(which is already a tough job. can try if you have the chance) or just to plan for practices. just try to decide on something when 6 people have 6 individual opinions on a matter. how long would it be til you get a consensus. look at the UN and how efficient it is. or perhaps, try to plan for practices. you would know how hard it is considering "HIS" frequent change of mind and when everything is left in your hands with NO time and EVERYTHING to work on. where to start? we came in weak, no time, no experience, no talent. oh wells. should stop whining. seriously seriously hope at the end of the day, people can sumhow appreciate what others do for them, not just me, but jas and swee and everyone else that contributed soso greatly for this choir.
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